Is this going to be it?

I really want to learn how to sail. It would be so awesome to one day own a sail boat and actually be able to go out and sail. I think it would be really cool to just be able to go out in the ocean sailing. Fortunately, there are sailing lessons in the city. I think my sister and I am going to take lessons. At least, when there is more of a cash flow going on. I also want to take photography classes. I've always been interested in photography. It started in high school, but we did not have any classes for that. I would have to be able to buy a good camera, though, and those cost lots of mula. One day, hopefully soon, I'll be able to get a camera and take a class. It would be pretty cool. But first I have to finish grad school and get a job. Hopefully that won't be too difficult.

It seems like there is so much I want to do. I feel like I need to keep doing new things to not get board. I want to learn so much and do so much. I don't want to be stuck. Sometimes it seems like getting my master's degree and becoming a teacher is not going to be enough. I want more, I want to do more, learn more. I want to be good at more than just teaching. I'm afraid that teaching will not be enough to keep me happy. I've been working hard towards becoming a teacher for such a long time. I'm afraid that when I'm done I'm going to be like "That's it, there is nothing else?" I'm going to only be doing this for the rest of my life? What about all my other interests and dreams? Do those just go away? Or someday will I wish I did something else? So many questions, so many worries, and I haven't even started yet.